last night was a happy night, albeit a dubious and suspicious one heh. haven't felt this carefree or at ease in a loooong while. must've been the beer. first time doing stuff like this and it's scary and exciting at the same time.

smell smell smell i wonder why my nose is so sensitive lately, makes me so primal.

and why i feel like puking all the time. it's like after every meal i have to work at keeping the food down. v commented that i'm the anti- bullimic hahaha.

my stomach is churning like a bitch now tho. beer on a semi empty stomach is not cool URRGH D: and it's daylight. cannot sleeeeeeep when it's so bright outside. feel like sleeping under my bed but i'm too lazy to move my ass.