haven't blogged in a long while. 2011 is coming to an end, and i am still unable to come to terms with how fast this year has passed. not too long ago, i was still happy and that was supposed to last, but now it's a whole different game. everything has sped past so quickly, i feel like i'm left sitting in the dust. wallowing in my sad pool of self pity and misery of course hah.

there's one thing to be depressed about this year- my rapidly declining flair for writing. during the good old sec school days, i could write endlessly about anything. now, it's hard to come up with a decent blog post to chronicle my day. makes me i wonder if i had any in the first place.

if you have something, it's not supposed to go away that easily right?

i suppose i should list the memorable stuff of 2011 so when i'm senile (which is very soon, judging by my severe short term memory) i can look back and cry.

1. (dafuq i can't even think of anything. why's my memory so unforgiving?)

2. NBS FOC 11/12. k jump straight to august. 3/4 of the year forgotten just like that, good job.
lack of sleep, endless screaming, running, photographing. being part of FOC as a senior was definitely more fun than being a freshie. can't wait for 12/13 where i wield my power as an exco member HAH WHO AM I KIDDING. a hon gen is so slack it's like i don't have a post at all. then again, i might not even attend if i can't get leave from my internship, sigh.

3. i affirm that i am 99% socially awkward. seriously, i can't stand how my brain goes into overdrive around people i have just met, and some of my friends even. there are a handful i feel truly comfortable around, but with the rest of the friends it's just unusually awkward for me. i wonder if any of them ever notice, or if there's an air of awkwardness around me. sheesh. social failure much? the only time where i feel recklessly friendly is when i'm high on alcohol lol wtf.

i can't continue the list. my life is too uninteresting and mundane. i can't even carry on this post to save my life. shall go eat instead.