my brain has semi crashed but i'm still awake. i will be forever be perplexed by my recent inability to sleep in daylight. i'm so so soo tired mentally but the body is unwilling to shut off. when i shut my eyes, there are still phantom lights in my sockets. therefore i'm going to troll the net until i finally finally crash and drift away.

listening to The End of The World by The Carpenters, perhaps the most melancholic and insanely beautiful song on earth.