friday wasn't a very good day. i was pissed and annoyed during cca, so fuck that. did self therapy (lol) by talking to dawn and watching Revolutionary Road. RR made me even more certain that marriage would be stilfing and life would be over with kids.

school hasn't been treating me well this term. i feel stupid in school everyday, except during gp where i get stuff correct occasionally. certs don't define who we are but we need them.
do we really
8 more months 8 more months 8 more months.
no i can't do this/ know i can't do this

thank goodness for people i can talk to.