this may be the best christmas line up yet. i've been the the company of so many whom i love and like, it's hard to be unhappy about anything. except a few missing persons who have been busy with work. you know who you are ):

so, the 12 days before christmas/

on 12 dec, i met the lookalike bestie for some shopping, and so she could pass me my overdue birthday present hehe. (thanks fish i really like the smell haha makes me feel like eating it) i saw this mini dress that i really liked, but she said it made me look far skinnier than i already am. sigh, the woes of a skinny person. it's sad- i lose weight simply by sitting, and it's sort of a waste of money to feed me cos the after effects never show. my stomach still growls incessantly and i still remain stick thin. ended up not buying it. accompanied her to look at some country bumpkin clothes hah. ever since i cut my hair short, i realise i cannot pull off floral prints. they make me look like a farmer D: we walked around, lamenting the lack of choices in sg, and then she found a cardigan she liked. but it cost $85 and i kept saying no cos it wasnt worth it. afterwards, sara met us for dinner. i was really excited to see sara cos i haven't seen her in such a long while! can't remember what nonsense we talked about over dinner at thaiexpress later on, but i remember my crayfish glass noodle was really good without the black pepper hah. the other two were dying with the green curry and tom yum soup. everytime i have this dish i think of the time where jubs and i clubbed in.. working attire, after the p&g talk. i wore a ring on my finger and told her to tell everyone i was a married woman *snorts*

the next day, i puked abit. very angry that i can't keep food down nowadays. 

on 14 dec, jubs, alexia and i went to phuture. hee i'm such a loyal fan of phuture. mainly cos i haven't tried many other places hahaha. but i only like r&b and pop.. can't dance to trance/ house for nuts and i think mambo will just turn me into a floundering chicken. had sooo much fun that night. it was ironic, cos.. i didn't even want to go at around 8 plus. was texting random people asking if they were free; 3 people seemed very little. but i forced my lazy ass out of the house anyway. met the girls to get our chop then cabbed to arena for free drinks hahahaha. the crowd at arena was weird. there were 2 groups of old men with huge goldfish eyes that were smiling creepily at us, no kidding. walked around cq, trying to find better places but everywhere had loooong queues. so we went back to phuture where we died happy (: anyway my feet were literally DYING at around 330 and i was begging the 2 girls to go home. they thought it'd be fun to watch me suffer for awhile so we left at around 345 only urrgh. fell asleep on the cab back and i jerked awake only when the uncle shouted "SENGKANG LE!" hah.

this post is getting too lengthy, can't stand it.

the next 6 days were spent drinking. so much drinking. and meeting vignesh, candace, pakleng, hangie, jubs and the p school friends,cheryl, adrian. that's alot in 6 days. and everyday i returned home with a dull ache of confusion, everyday except yesterday.