stuff from the diary/planner of 2011.

had chocolate fondue today. not really my thing.. i imagine dipping things into chocolate and it makes me slightly.. nauseous. this weird affair i have with chocolate, can't decide if i like it enough to feel like i'm corrupting its nature by using it as a coating of sorts.. or if i even like it at all. but i do like chocolate.
tomorrow i will be sauna-ing cos ___ is forcing me to. i always think i'm breathing in the remains of someone else's sweat when i'm in the sauna. all that perspiration makes the air slightly.. salty. eeurgh.
read aa101 course outline and now i feel like jumping out the window. why do i torment myself by taking such modules. not my choice, but still. 
brother's 21st today. all the excitement mixed with frustration of a lack of seating space. makes me very unsettled for my own next year. not intending to celebrate, but daddy wants to. too socially impaired to even plan anything. having to entertain groups of people all at once isn't a very inviting thought.
studied till 2am at can A with the roomie and noel.. but skipped all lessons. for the week. unbelievably atrocious.
 so fucking sick of term. just wanna get it over and done with i don't care about my grades anymore school is sooo stressful reminds me of.. things meant to be buried.
 french test tomorrow. bonjour, je ne sais pas. je ne comprend pas. 
it's hard to leave until you leave. then it's the easiest god damned thing in the world. 
suckerpunch. chris is now sweetpea hah. 
never regret anything in your life, because it was exactly what you's wanted most at one point in your life.
moving house today. i packed half my life in a box, notes and photos and memorabilia and threw it away. it wasn't very hard. in fact, it was slightly liberating.