i'm beginning to feel disgustingly unhealthy. been drinking every night since wednesday, and it's not like i can drink alot so i get high//drunk extremely easily.
i think the liver can only take one shot an hour (learnt from CM8002 forensics hehe.) so this sudden escalation in alcohol should have had an averse impact on the body........ why do i feel like i'm answering an exam question.
so i will try to be home by 12am everyday from now on. staying out till 6am is taking a toll on my wallet anyway. poor students cannot afford cab fare. still don't know why i am behaving as i am. it's so irrational and unbecoming of me. a year ago i would have never done things like this ): i don't like drinking. i don't like reeking of fucking alcohol.

listening to old songs make me so so happy hehe. especially those sad and tragic ones.