i'm at a lost. as if there's nothing for me to complete or achieve in this lifetime. i feel no urge to study although my future hanging over the edge. i can't bring myself to do anything right because everything is a half hearted attempt. i don't want to have a wasted youth although i feel like it's already gone by and 18 seems so old- too old now.
if i could just drop everything and drift away.

Labels: hopes and dreams