i.fucking.hate.jc.life.

i hate holidays, cos my self discipline is non-existent, so i don't revise or even attempt to do my homework, and it's such a waste of time. it's boring too, unless i go out, and go out usually = spending money, so i become very very broke at the end of the holidays. shitzxzxzxzxzxz, holidays will be my biggest downfall. ahh, it's a lovehate thing.

okay anyway i just came back from fish's place. blog more about it later. i'm beat, gonna sleep then perhaps wake up and wait for inspiration/motivation/panic/pressure to strike so i can be 100x more efficient than i am right now.

oh and im effing pissed cos my brother lost the adobe photoshop cs2!!! like., @#$%^&* ?!?! i want to kill him, but, yknw im too nice.